I’ve been looking forward to uni for the last 3 years and now I’m here it’s so hard and I feel like such an idiot crying (not in front of people I’m not a twat) and I’m not used to being without chris let alone being in a place where I have NO friends and I can’t even call him when I’m feeling lonely and I haven’t felt this alone for a long long long time and I need to stop crying or I’ll never make friends but it’s so hard. I’m glad Hayley’s here or I’d be going insane with no one I like who is genuinely really nice and I’ll meet her friends tonight, I just hope so much they’re nice and I can properly bond with them otherwise southampton will END ME. I feel ridiculous saying I miss chris since I broke up with him but it’s true because you can miss someone’s company even if you don’t want to be in a relationship with them (and I’m not even entirely sure that I don’t want that) so really don’t know if anyone still knows this blog exists but I don’t care I needed to write all of this. I don’t know if anyone else feels like this too I feel like everyone around me is having this incredible experience and I don’t know why or how but I’ve missed it.

what i know this girl.

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if my body fat percentage was 0% then:

1. I would be dead and
2. I would still weigh 8 1/2 stone.

I REALLY DO HAVE BIG BONES.

i-am-the-lighthouse:

skinny-perfection:

• Be picked up and swung around
• Fit everywhere
• Keep a bf
• Breathe properly
• Wear any clothes they want
• Run
• Do anything without sweating
• Look fashionable
• Be adored
• Be taken seriously
• Be lusted over

Is food worth all of that ^ ?

Hahaha,…

oh this angers me so.

hahahahahahahaha

i’ve been putting 50p in a pot for every day i haven’t smoked and i have £4.50 which is GOOD and i don’t think i’ll start again even if chris does. i feel he may weaken at the pub tomorrow… never mind, i’ll be strong for him :)

scrapsetc:

I really, really, really, dislike spending time with you. Even more so than Tim, which is funny because you seem like such a nice guy at times. But really you’re just a MASSIVE PRICK.

I want my friends back, I can’t wait to see people in November :(

come home for a weekend!!!

what exactly did you do?

(Source: scrapsetc)

scrapsetc:

I need to dye my hair because it’s currently half purpley/blue and half grey, which I don’t feel is a good look for me. Also I have been having the strangest sex life since I got here. I’m kind of okay with it at the moment, but I still don’t know what to make of things really. 

I NEVER GOT MY PROMISED PHONE CALL AND IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE INTERESTING THINGS TO SHARE